Heh.. but seriously you should go to this link
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she is doing Commissions pretty cheap. You will notice she is a well talented artist. So go and order a Commission at her if you need it for a poster, logo, characters and so on. :3

Well it is pretty much dull right now.
So much boredom.
[link] this one made me less bored.

It isn't easy to be uncle sometimes.

Well in the last 7 days i have been worried about my youngest nephew who is just 4 months old.
He got so sick that he has to get into the hospital and then his condition did worser. When i heard of it.. i really was worry and just hoped that he would be alright. then monday morning he got an attack and the doctors worked on him. there i couldn't relax at all. I was thinking on him while working and then visited him.
My sister took me to him.. there i saw the most fragile little guy in the world. He was drugged so he could sleep and not moving. I admit that it did break my heart to see my nephew like this. I didn't dare to touch him.. because he was so fragile.. it was so damned hard to see him like this and i pray to that i won't see him to end like this again.
worser was to see his parents. It did also break my heart to see them like this as well. I really wished i was better to comport them. but all i can do is to be there for my sister.
My sister did send me news about my nephew though textmessages to keep me updated. and then she told me that he got better and stronger. Which made me more relaxed but not lesser worried.
then today i went to the hospital together with my mom to see him again.
this time. he didn't look so fragile. He was moving but still drugged. He even looked at us even only for very brief moment. I did hold his hand.. and he squeezed my finger back. It was really nice to feel that.
He is improving alot now. perhaps tomorrow he will be looking at us and may talk abit. it would be nice to see that.
He got scanned and my sister is awaiting the results from there. We all cross our fingers for that he didn't take damaged from this.
My msn-friends who comported me though the last 7 days. I thank you for your support. I did feel better. thank you.
I know i worry too much. but it is how i am.
I just want to see him blabbering and moving around as a baby should do.
perhaps tomorrow.. who knows?

Yeah... sigh.
I am going to have birtday on thursday. yes 20th november is my birthday.
I dunno what i should feel about that. but oh well i don't want to whine and bitching. you now know what is going on at least.

Oh. the ones who wants to do a gift for me. well just say "happy birthday" it is enough for me. I will appericate that.
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oh please check on Rinneth and rose's journal about copycats will ya?
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Well. forgiving time. yeah. Just want you to know that.
It doesn't mean we are going to talk like there were no tomorrow or we are going to drinking buddies. Nah. just meaning you got my respect back again. sorry it took long time. but i did see how you did behave to the others and you are more mature. it is nice to see. keep it up.
well. thank you for be patient with me. hope i am forgiven too.

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Name: Janan.
Nickname: Jane. (but is rarely used since it reminds her of Tarzan which she hates.)
Age: Same as Echo.
High: 170 cm tall
weight: unknown.
Birthplace: Unknown.
Species: former snowleopard. now Soul.
Family: Willow. (twinsister), Echo(her body. but is considered as her sister as well.) Merry.(niece), Myles (nephew) Fely(adopted family) Frygt(adopted family). Fry (adopted family) and Fauna(adopted family)
Background:
In fact the same as Echo. expect one thing. she is the soul of Echo's. she was sold of her father to the devil.
she did spend almost 2 years in hell where her apperance got burned off and she no longer was a snowleopard. Just a damned soul among the damned. she did look like a human than a snowleopard.
But one day.. Pristine came to hell to get her out. she did guide Janan out from Hell so she could get a new start on life. Why? Because Janan was innocent and didn't do anything to deserve to be in hell. therefore she was freed from Hell.
When she came back to earth. she realized she no longer did have memories about her former life because Hell did remove these to make her suffer. but then she meet Fely who suspected Janan to be Echo's soul so Fely tested her to see if she really was Echo's soul. SHe asked her what her last memory was. She explained that she remembered a man who sold her to the devil.. Fely knew who she was just from that.
She took her to her house where Willow and Echo also live in. Fely explained her that Echo was Janan's body and Janan her soul.
She was confused to start with.. but now she is learning to live again.

Powers: she is a damned soul... so it is deadly to touch her because of her soulfire. If anyone touches her. they might get killed turned into ashes. So she wears a special designed suit to prevent this.
She really dislikes violence and won't fight at all. even so she can't be killed since she techincal seen already is dead.

there you got that. hmm. well i think i will hide in a mousehole or something. x3

Name: William. (no last name.)
Nickname: B.B, Bloody Bill or just Bill.
Age: 25 years old.
High: 188 cm tall.
weight: unknown.
Birthplace: Unknown.
Species: Snowleopard/demon
Family: River (daughter) Lona Trine.(cousine.) His parents(dead) Creed. (uncle and dead.)
Background:
He did have a good childhood untill in an age of 10.. he saw his parents brutally murdered of a horde of relious people whose leader was a priest. They did believe that B.B's parents were pure evil because they were demons and therefore should they die. He saw them being shot in their head and then burned into ashes.
He only survived because he did hide in a closet.
He was found in there and because of a horrible misunderstanding. he wounded up in a mental asylum for the next 8 years. He went insane from this because of the other patients and as if it wasn't bad enough the doctors who were supposed to help him.. were pretty curious about him and therefore they made experiments on him to see how well he could handle pain and.. how fast his healing factor could work.
He learned two things already: to hate and longing for revenge. He did believe for a while that everyone should die because they didn't help his parents and him. NOONE did deserve to live.
With this in his mind he broken out from there but not before he did kill the doctors, guards and a few patients like to say: "Tak for the time"
Then he looked everywhere for the murderers of his parents. one by one he found them and killed them slowly and painfully. expect the Priest. he never found him.. yet.
He was considered very dangerous and did once attack a policestation alone. only because he found out that one of the murderers were a cop and worked there. Strangely enough. B.B didn't kill the cops.. only the murderer. and It turned out B.B only killed the murderers and the ones who tried to stop him.
and he was slowly getting more and more insane and now he didn't mind to help villains to destory the world. He even tried to kill innocent people but untill that day when he found out that he was helping Disoray to summon Ragnarok. he stopped him because Ragnarok was his natural enemy and should be stopped at any price. Slowly he realized what he did done but still he was confused what to do in his life untill he meet a beautiful silverfox. He fell in love with her and did have a great time even short. and then he found out he would be a daddy. so he stayed with her untill the birth of River... the silverfox died because she did have illness that was slowly killing her. She told B.B that the time with him was her best thing in her life and did hope he would do good in his life with their daughter.. she made him promise to take care of River and be a good man and father.
He promised that and took care of River.
Thanks to max and Cetza (his former enemies now friends.) he got a home. and the social life he could thank Fely for that.. even he gets annoyed of her sometimes. but he knows that River loves to be around Fely and accepts her even liking her abit.
But his lovelife he couldn't brag of so much and did have alot of trouble in his lovelife.. untill he meet the vampire Bunny Geraldine who is now his girlfriend. he is happy for that RIver accepts her and even considered her as her mother.

Powers: Telekinesis, pyrokinesis and telepathy. massive strenght. fast healing factor. acid-like blood. and he can block any powers by touching them. he can fight in brawler manners and he uses dirty tricks. Don't ever get into a fight with him unless you love pain. His species(demon) is considered as demonkillers. in acient times they did kill demons to avoid they would take over the world. but now today they are slowly dying out. Noone knows how many there are left.


Well i think it was that with B.B. i hope you learned abit. xP
and sorry about bad grammar or spelling. <:B